The wind entrepreneur

wind

It pushes and pulls

it tosses and twirls

it shapes and influences

it lifts and reduces.

Life is much the same

do we really have control

at best the remote

but not the power source.

Yet we pretend we are the wind

in control of it all

a force to be reckoned with

the director of our life.

And as director, how do we view our life?

As judge and jury

of separate and external

of a you, a me and a world.

Tell me, if this is not true.

My how we set the trap

of joyless joy

of seeking to nowhere

of love unreal found.

Is it not until we pull the trigger on our selves

the springs wound tight

the coil about to snap

that we realise…

That we are not two

not this or that

not what our mind convinced us of

but a seemless whole

without billions of directors

Rather simple, no?

kNow limits

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Where do i start and end
was i destined to stay locked in this body
confined by my own beliefs
locked up in a room of circular thoughts?

Or am i more than what i can imagine
bigger than the confines of the mind
am i indeed limitless
and only thinking makes me small?

Seemlessly i am entangled
with the sunset and air
the shadows cast by the trees
and the salted atmosphere

i drop into nothingness
and lose my sense of sensing
there is nothing there
and nothing happening
simply pure Awareness, the I AM.

Lasoo-less

i go weak at the knees

Pushed to the ground

By my own defencelessness 

A cowgirl off her horse 

Hat in hand

Soaked to the bone with fatigue

No pushing and pulling to give

Straddled in no man’s land 

Abandoned by control

And lead by misdeed

i offer my self to Her

The last option i never considered 

And relinquished my pain

To the One ever near.